Reading this breathtaking, raw, and poignant poem and your previous comment I was reminded of the song Memories by The Midnight, one of my favorite bands. A part of the lyrics goes like this:
"You'll always be a part of me
You gave me a song to sing"

She gave you a poem, or poems, to write and that's one of the greatest gifts. Your words are powerful and your emotions seep through each of them. Absolutely beautiful read that I'm glad I clicked on this fine evening. Please keep writing. And Wishing you all happiness💖🍪